Ok so maybe this picture is a little drastic but I felt like this yesterday afternoon. Yesterday was a crazy day at school, one that I hope not to repeat anytime soon. I am a substitute teacher at our local school. Now that is a hard job in many ways. One big one is just earning the respect from the kids. I have noticed lately that respect has gone out the window. Maybe we were like that when I was young but I would have never dared laugh in an adults face or talk back to them. It just wasn’t done and you didn’t do it. I don’t feel like I am that old (in my 30’s) what has happened.
So I am at school for the whole day and from hour one it just did not go as planned. The kids were crazy. Maybe spring fever, lack of respect, or just the kids themselves. They were body slamming each other on the tables, they were throwing scissors across the room, they were fling kernels of corn (I was in the Ag room). It was nuts!!!! That is an understatement. This all happened by 2nd hour. Wow this day is going to be long.
Now to anyone that has hearing loss knows that background noise is not your friend. It masks speech sounds or at least for me it does. So in this Ag room there are shop noises, LOUD fan noises, high ceilings, just lots of industrial noise. I need to concentrate to the max in there and then add this behavior on top of it EQUALS stressed. The day was crazy but luckily ended much better then started. The last couple hours were much better than the start of the day. I don’t think I could have handled 8 hours of that amount of crazy.
I was emailing my mom throughout the day yesterday, in between classes and during lunch. She had written she wished there could have been a video of the craziness of the classes she could watch. I just laughed and said you could have probably seen the gray hair forming on my head.
Luckily my family could feel my mood last night and were huge helps to get dinner done and cleaned up. We were all in PJ’s by 6:30 and watching a movie. A good nights sleep and a day with my husband today has been the perfect prescription. Out to lunch and a little grocery shopping.
Now tonight my son has a TaeKwonDo test. A whole different kind of stress. A kind of stress that will cause me tears but only because I am so proud of all my little guy has accomplished this year.
On to a fun family weekend. No big plans, just time together. No one better be throwing scissors.