Have you ever seen Horton Hears a Who? It is a cute book, amusing childrens movie and a question that can keep you thinking for days on end. Are we just a speck? Are we just this small part of a big picture? I have been thinking about this since last Wednesday at my Bible Study. We talked about how we see the toil and strife that affects all of us. Sometimes it just seems like we can’t get a break. That is all of us, we are humans. But when people say the phrase, this is all happening for a reason, is there a reason- a greater picture that this all works together?
I have a hard time getting my head around this at times. I have had my share of troubles, sleepless nights. Wondering how is this all going to work out or will it work out. I think of the big things in my life now. I think of jobs, money, my kids, IEP’s, hearing loss, a best friend with cancer, lice and the list could go on and on. I wonder why there just can’t be a break. Why people can’t just live the simple life, isn’t that the American Dream? But then I see how some things that have been a roadblock, a problem can work out for the greater good of our family. Moving to a town where I didn’t know a soul, heck I had never heard of the town before. Now seven years later I no longer see this as a problem I see this as home. I have more “family” than I had anywhere I had lived before. I am more connected now with a church, school and other organizations. There was a bigger picture and God knew this and he took care of us. I can go through this whole list and after time has passed and the fog clears my head from the situation I see that there is a greater picture. I maybe can’t see the whole thing but things do work out. Things that we don’t understand can sometimes go into focus.
So are we just a speck on this piece of paper of life? All these things happen around us and to us and we have to trust that this big picture will all make sense. Do I have the answers, NO. But I trust in God and God knows ALL. He knows how all these little things, the highs and the lows we will experience in life. He knows how it will all work together and I have to try and get my simple human mind to accept that. I don’t understand why there is hurt, why there are children that die, why mom’s get cancer. I don’t understand, I don’t see the whole picture but I have to trust God does and he knows what is happening.
So listen for that voice, just like Horton heard from the Speck. God is there for all of us and he cares about each one of us even if we are just this tiny speck in his universe.